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5 r.. Tenk p det a! S fort har det gtt siden den jvelen tok fra oss en datter, snn, kjreste, mor, far..

22/7.. Jeg mistet kusinen min denne dagen. Og jeg kan huske det som at det var i gr.

Noen dager (husker ikke hvor mange ) fr kusinen min skulle til Utya, skrev hun til meg p Facebook. Og dette er grunnen til at jeg husker det s godt, fordi jeg hadde ikke noe spesielt kontakt med henne til det normale. Hun hadde helt forskjellige interesser og ml retninger enn hva jeg hadde. Hun var en hardt arbeidende jente med en st-p vilje som var s sterk! Jeg var jenta som egentlig bare fulgte veien. Jeg tok ikke alvoret av betydningen av mine valg p videregende skole. Jeg sier ikke at jeg ga totalt F. Jeg har ftt gode karakterer og gjorde det bra. Men dette var den jenta jeg s opp til nr det kom til gjre de rette valgene i livet. Uansett. Den dagen hun skrev til meg, jeg ble s glad. Hun viste nok en gang hvor god jente hun er. Hun tok kontakt og voila! Vi klikket umiddelbart. Og vi ble enige da om mtes s snart hun kom hjem fra Utya, men vi mttes aldri igjen..

Kjre Ida.

Jeg beklager for at du mtte vre et offer for denne mannen.

Jeg beklager at du ble revet vekk s brutalt, s alt for ung.

Jeg beklager at denne verden er s urettferdig!

Jeg beklager at du mtte oppleve dette, jeg kan ikke forestille meg hvor redd du m ha vrt. Jeg skulle nske jeg var der, s jeg bare kunne holdt rundt deg, gjort deg trygg.

Jeg beklager for at vi aldri fikk denne dagen, hvor vi kunne "catche up", snakke om gamle dager og bare ha det trygt og godt.

I stedet tok han deg fra oss alle, og jeg hper s inderlig at denne mannen fr den hjelpen han trenger, for han er delagt.. Han er dd for meg. Jeg hper du har det godt. Jeg hper det utrolig smittende smilet ditt, mter meg den dagen vi mtes igjen. Du er min sol i hverdagen.

Ta vare p deg selv, til vi ses igjen.

Xoxo

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5 years.. Think about that! So long had it been since this bastard took away a daughter, son, girlfriend, mother, father..

22/7.. I lost my cousin this day. I remember it so well, like it was yesterday ..

Some days (can not remember how many) before my cousin was going to Utya, she wrote to me on Facebook. And this is why I remember it so well, because I had nothing special touch with her to normal. She had completely different interests and goals directions that I had. She was a hard-working girl with a drive that was soo strong! I was the girl who really just followed the crowd. I did not take the seriousness of the importance of my choices on high school. I'm not saying I gave total F. I've gotten good grades and did good. But this was the girl I looked up to when it came to making the right choices in life. Anyway. The day she wrote to me, I was so happy. She showed once again which good girl she is. She got in touch and voila! We clicked immediately. And we agreed then to meet as soon as she got home from Utya, but we never met..

Dear Ida.

I'm sorry that you had to be a victim for this man.

I am sorry that you were torn away so brutally, all too young.

I am sorry that this world is so unfair!

I'm sorry you had to experience this, I can not imagine how frightened you must have been. I wish I was there, so I could keep you safe.

I'm sorry that we never got that day, where we could catch up, talk about old times and just have it safe and well.

Instead he took you from us all, and I hope so badly that this man gets the help he needs, because he is damaged .. He is dead to me. I hope you are well. I hope your incredibly infectious smile, meet me on the day we meet again. You are my sunshine everyday.

Take care of yourself, till we meet again.

xoxo

4 kommentarer

Sarajaneeth

23.07.2016 kl.02:06

😢😢😢♡ida♡

Camilla

23.07.2016 kl.13:17

Sarajaneeth: :( <3

ANNIKA

24.07.2016 kl.10:51

<3

Camilla

24.07.2016 kl.15:23

ANNIKA: <3

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